Lillies in the sun. Elbow deep her river sung. Sunken cheeks & stiffened lungs. Stifled choke. Softer clothes. I’m the only one. Pray it ain’t no blood on my clothes, yeah, I don’t think that I’d survive on my own, girl, Cause it seems that I can’t breathe on my own air, All the things that make it seem like I don’t care, Need to go & I don’t know how to be there for you, Just wanna be there for you, Put me under, Tell me something sweet, thing I love you, There ain’t a thing above you, Put me underneath your pressure. Save me some-thing to leave for grey. Swear me a smile, uh, lay down. Love me as sure as May should be warm. Steal my lips if I outlive problems & pain. Never change. Be my reason, Be mine, Be patient, be brave. I swear im tryin to change.

Forearms flayed, I play my veins for fool, I don’t need food, my face been fuckin up my mood, No more nails, my chest can’t cave too soon, Wrists & ankles, Pray my pain comes true, I’m just tryna focus on you. Are you who’s fixing me this time? Fought me a place in your head, Dead all the weight that i carry, Color me scary, My skull is embarrassed to say what i see so it settles for nothing instead, Silence of dead, Cherry stems & thread, Tie me a knot so I’ll find you again, Thought up a weight to weigh upon my end, All made of matter, all of us are sin, But then to each’s own, You are my home, Still feel like a kid, why they say im grown? Nourishing pome; flourish where you roam. Been freezing out in the frio of the globe, Its warm where you go i just want you close, Closing up shop with money still to spend, Hoping that someday i can comprehend, That macrocosm doesn’t care to pretend.

Smoke me like a cigarette, Ik that you don’t fw jacks but I’m lit & I’m vulnerable, Substance stuck inside a skull, Somewhere after dawn, Night is getting long, Most of all, these songs don’t hit no more, Burnt, I’m off the bud, Tissue for the blood, Maybe that’s cause she ain’t here no more, Too many people, Too much to see. I think I’m evil, Do you agree? She said, “you better eat your greens, Eat your collards, Cause life ain’t shit but sweet, Pull your teeth, break your collar- -bone, Baby I’m a broken soul, & I can’t seem to do shit right, You know this life just ain’t no field of them flowers, Sun been set for weeks, getting darker by the hour, Oh, how am I supposed to know, just where my head is at this night, ill talk a tender moment, somewhere high up where the wind is blowing, “seems like its growing in me.” I think I’m mental baby, its nothing against you, volcanic tissue hardly the issue, lately I’m burning up. and this heat aint never gon fade away, blazed on a beach, braised paper, waves, never flaked on a cheap vacation, so i might make me away, Place pain on my eyes, May some soul steal my sight, If I ain’t got you by my side, To keep it a bean, I’d forfeit all physical things, Pauper to prince, you’re a queen, I’m partial to having you gravitate closer to me, Crash through the atmosphere, she, Fell from the heavens, I fucked up & severed her wings, Starve me stupid, I should try to think,

Lunar cut smooth, Too rough, Don’t touch that gentle, Not much to say, my mental bad, You’re somethin safe, Maybe I’m just too vicious at heart, Symptoms of sickness, Don’t listen too close, Cause I whisper too hard, Soft as it goes, Whole while we lay, half exposed, Choke from pearl of the roll, Learn a new role, play a figure, You can be just who you are, & I’ll be an upstanding nigga, Swing me like calm of the river, Karma con carne, I’m filled to the brim of the bowl, Sold up my soul, Who am I? I don’t know. Just call me zoë in mean time, Catnip to feline, But that’s besides the point, Though I do realize my wrongs, Struck down in song, Sing a sin ever long-er, Conjure a life where there ain’t no more plains to conquer, Bark don’t mean bite & I sure as shit don’t wear no collar chain, Brain in fight & my life at stake, my mental gone, Pass me the knife, I’ll cleave a slice, filet mignon, Uh, I’m dead in dog years, meaning I belong here,

shotgun shells, don’t smoke by myself, french inhale, falling down feels like hell, stuck, inhale, flick, spark, willow, can’t trust pre-rolls sheets or rellos? highs or hell-lows? pull from a Russian espresso, match with the Duchess in ghettos, there was no smell, when I blew, i’ve lately been leaning to yellows, she never can tell when I’m blue, so she always keeps an umbrella, just keep me from raining on you, trust issues, Othello, vanilla, i cant tell the width of my circle, side effect from selling the world, id rather if we kept this verbal, im not tryna fight with you girl, the curl of your hair sings, blue jays, pearled lips, good kiss, old ways, white widow, black, mild, yellow days, fleur de lis, c’est la vie, blasé, Niggas not solid they viscosity align with the agua, Liquid snakes in the shower, I won’t allow another nigga near, Don’t believe in beards or bumps in my arrears, Surface crystal clear id drink it but I’m hip, Take your sip, Fake another slip of the tongue, I’m catatonic, too dumb, My eyes glaze over with gunk, My ears keep lying to me, Dying light, a fire erupts, I dropped the jay, pocket thief, Clear smoke from pupils to see, You got a handle on me, i met angels through series’ of ladders, am i humbled or scared? the latter, encountered - with questions in mind, the siren from my ever after, from stratosphere, she descended, though my questions should have ended, will i father any children? will mothers pain be her killing? flew into stars from apartment, apparently angel was calling, found me from following drywall, to catch my inevitable falling, she lent me dull mind, blind ear, faked, false, long talk, felt fear, said, “sinner, don’t cry - gods here”, i jumped to conclusion, leap year, get more sleep, count gunned down black sheep, smoke less mid, pray for your unborn kids, meltdown, have a bad trip, ice town, don’t slip, drive to your funeral, R.I.P., cotton mouth, sip,

I mean simping, I mean, simply speaking, Beaches, Bitch, I mean, my heart is beating, bleeding, Clench your fist, & wring it out, I mean, wipe your mouth, You see, some other jugular worthy of rubbing you wrong ways, If wine be the blood, & rye be the flesh, & since I’m a mess, Like right made a left, It’s probably best, To rest me in stone, & pray I don’t roll, & pray that I find you a home in the pit of this hole, I mean, Somewhere you can lay your head, Pray that I’ll love you instead, Lay you in bed, Siphon the sore from your legs, Offer you more than a portion of dread, Forty acres & a mule, I got no use, I mean, I don’t think I’m used to being the one that gets choosed, In reaction I end up acting like a loose, Cannonball, Watch me fall, Splash, soaking walls, Suction of space swept me up, Crash, hard-head, got cracks in my skull, Damn I feel numb, I feel chewed up, Gotta maneuver, Days lookin bluer but I could give two fucks, Gimme some new cuts, I’m sharp, yeah I knew the strut, Destruct-touch, tuck tail, Hell waits, Avail saint, A hand is offered, I’m on my way up. Landed in fucking Dulles, What about our endless summer? Tears don’t fall for thunder, At least we got each other,

Disruptions fuck up the structure, Stuck in the state of what we’re, Clearly I’m out of my tier, Peep all the paint that you smear, I see all the signs & they coming through clear, Hear all the silent alarms, Under my arms, I picture a pier in the palms, New car smell & my cortex gone, Long coattails, carry on, You think I’m dumb, Yeah I got issues but seeing ain’t one, See if I care, when the magnets turn off, See if I cap in my lyrics regardless of whether or not you’re involved, See if I leap off the the top of a building revealing my feelings along the way, See if I could fade away, Then I’d be gone, ghost, See that I’m doing the most, Choking morose, Please remove my frontal lobe, Toast to the asshole that wrote this shit, Toast to the grill marks on my wrists, Cooking inside, See that I’m burning alive, Wish I could hide, Seeking a soul for the sky, Seething, the pain in your eyes, See if I cry, Sometimes I wish I could die, Clenching my fists cause I couldn’t confide in the cause or conceive the effects of my lies, See if I ruin my life, Blue as the booth where I capture my bitching in time, Truth is you were the best thing about me, Drowsy sounds, the forecast cloudy, Once I get air in me I cry about what was, Therapy costs one dub, two blunt wraps, Maybe the occasional cup stack, Insatiable greed, A trap of the needs & wants, You needed me once, I’m glad I got to help, I’m sad I brought you hell, I’m mad that I’m myself, Too bad, I’m dancing death, Two feet, I’m facing left, Looking back, Wishing I could go back to you.